I was just sitting here alone again and thought to myself i should watch some porn..
Just to get of..
Note to self: Never EVER do that when you feel like shit…
Anyhow as the movie was playing and this girl was being fucked. i just realized.
Im a fucking moron. Im feeling so fucking alone att all fucking times lateley.
When i thought of this i could’t cum.
Im a fucking worthless piece of shit that dosen’t deserv the feeling of cumming.
All i deserv is to feel down,hated. by everyone.
I deserve to die.
This monster that’s inside of my head…well..fuck it..you don’t care do you? your just reading this shit cuz it’s hilarious..you don’t care about me? well do you? Look at yourself!
Im pouring my fucking heart out and you won’t even comment. Im so fucking awful that you dont even bother to say anything…
Wanna know a fun thing.. i have a date with my dear friend mr knife..and he’s gonna love to be under my skin.
And im gonna scream..oh yeah im gonna scream ..but you don’t care. no one fucking cares.
as the knife cuts my skin and as i feel so alone im problably gonna kill myself..your just gonna click this away..
I fucking hate humanity…this was my truth.